So Sick

Can you feel the stress???


Finals is coming up next week till the 16th. And i'm so not in good condition now. Lost my voice for few days and now coughing and having cold. My nose block like crazy since ytrday night, i have to use my mouth to breath. It's so sam fuuuuuuu. Plus hearing some ppl complaining so much about it just making me feel pissed off. I did most of the work i din even say a word. AND now u are posting it in FB complain about it? COME ON !!! GO GET A LIFE DUDE. YOU CAN JUST QUIT AND GO BACK HOME ENJOY UR LIFE. EVERYBODY IS FEELING STRESS AND HECTIC NOW. NOT ONLY YOU!!




Next monday composition final project due.
Next tues Ear Training and Song Writing due.
Next thursday Ear Training and Choir Concert
Next friday band finals.

15th for HAMM
16th for Pop History I.


I know there are more ppl have more subject and projects to passed up other than this.
I'm not complaining OKAY. Just writing it to remind myself how close the finals was.




will blog after my finals. Bye.

my biggest fear

look at my eye bags @_@

Had my mid term for HAMM today. it really sucks because 99 % of the class includes myself dunno what willy was teaching. but luckily david save my life by teaching me some chapters like modal interchange and available tension. maybe need to take up some lessons from david adi.


my biggest fear.... haih..it's to SOLO ( a.k.a. improvisation ) i had this fear since the first day i started to learn contemporary music. And till now i still don't even dare to improvise !!!! What's wrong with me ??? i'm struggling each time doing solo. Either i will break down crying or just avoid doing solo each time. mayb i'm just stupid or have no talent in it or i shall just go back to my classical music, haih.


Gonna do solo for my next band song, perhaps perhaps perhaps, i still doubt whether i can do it or not. haih....



bye bye.