how i feel now

some friends around me changed alot. Dissapoint me alot. It doesn't go the way where i expect them to react. I felt so hurt when they react like this. I felt that i'm no longer close with them. If you are reading this, u think is u, den is u.

Feeling so complicated now. I dunno how to react infront of this people. Act close to them? Act like nothing happen? It feels sucks.

Not really in the mood.



A post for you

Song Lin's Farewell dinner @ TGIF, Gardens.

She decided to quit her studies in KL and head back to her home, Penang.

I don't really know what she wanna do after this, but anyway all the best to you and good luck :)

Stephen and Christina brought her a huge bear.

I brought her a photo frame stick with lotsa our pictures full with memories in it.

Is my first time doing it btw, i've tried my best to cut all the pictures, hope you like it

all of us signed our name behind the photo frame.

Eunice made her a sweet video. but the environment was too noisy we can't hear the sound. just the pictures. If it was with the sound she sure cry like crazy..... haha

Song lin din cry mana tau Phyllis cried. hahaha.....

Stephen stole the hat from the fake cactus and put it on song lin's hat lol!!

posing with the hat, haha

song lin with stephen and christina <3>the only group pic we took on that day

Phyllis and Piercz send Song Lin to Kl Central then all of us head to Dr. Cafe, Mont Kiara a.k.a. the best coffee in the world .... -.-

I'm don't really like the coffee that i've ordered. It is some kind of orange biscuit blend with ice. Weird taste, but phyllis like it.

Thx to Christina, majority of our photos taken by her canggih-ness DSLR.

I wanted to post the video which was made by Eunice, but it still fail after several times trying to upload it. aih.. give up...

ps : going to Universal Studio tomorrow!! excited ! haha...

c ya guys......

Sem Break Trip

Leaving to Singapore in another 10 hours with my dear xm and bi syen.
We are going to Universal Studio!!
haha stay tuned.


So Sick

Can you feel the stress???

Finals is coming up next week till the 16th. And i'm so not in good condition now. Lost my voice for few days and now coughing and having cold. My nose block like crazy since ytrday night, i have to use my mouth to breath. It's so sam fuuuuuuu. Plus hearing some ppl complaining so much about it just making me feel pissed off. I did most of the work i din even say a word. AND now u are posting it in FB complain about it? COME ON !!! GO GET A LIFE DUDE. YOU CAN JUST QUIT AND GO BACK HOME ENJOY UR LIFE. EVERYBODY IS FEELING STRESS AND HECTIC NOW. NOT ONLY YOU!!

Next monday composition final project due.
Next tues Ear Training and Song Writing due.
Next thursday Ear Training and Choir Concert
Next friday band finals.

15th for HAMM
16th for Pop History I.

I know there are more ppl have more subject and projects to passed up other than this.
I'm not complaining OKAY. Just writing it to remind myself how close the finals was.

will blog after my finals. Bye.


my biggest fear

look at my eye bags @_@

Had my mid term for HAMM today. it really sucks because 99 % of the class includes myself dunno what willy was teaching. but luckily david save my life by teaching me some chapters like modal interchange and available tension. maybe need to take up some lessons from david adi.

my biggest fear.... haih..it's to SOLO ( a.k.a. improvisation ) i had this fear since the first day i started to learn contemporary music. And till now i still don't even dare to improvise !!!! What's wrong with me ??? i'm struggling each time doing solo. Either i will break down crying or just avoid doing solo each time. mayb i'm just stupid or have no talent in it or i shall just go back to my classical music, haih.

Gonna do solo for my next band song, perhaps perhaps perhaps, i still doubt whether i can do it or not. haih....

bye bye.


Bi Syen Bday

Happy CNY and Happy Valentine's Day to all my friends.

Gong xi Gong xi.

No CNY for me this year and is my first time staying back @ kl during CNY holidays too. Usually went back to ipoh every year.

will spend my CNY / Valentine's Day by playing violin/piano @ garden cafe, 1 utama. 6 - 10 p.m.

the previous one was in the curve, now is @ 1 utama. Don't go to the wrong place if ya wanna support me lol!


celebrated bi syen's bday @ nihonkai. His bday was suppose to be on 1/2. but we celebrated it a week later.

his current facebook profile picture -.-

He said that the cawan mushi cup looks like the chinese tea cup. wth!!

Sha Ting brought a cake from RT pastry.

We manage to surprise him with the cake because we told him before that we didn't buy any cake for him for his bday lol.

He gave us a shock face when we brought in the cake. hahahah too bad we didn't get any pics of that face

the usual tradition..

it was also Ah Huey's farewell dinner also!! She's leaving to australia very soon for studies. aihs.. dunno when i can get to see her again...

a picture with the faler. lol

omg i love sha ting's dress!!

too bad i'm not that tall as her. if i wear like that i sure look even shorter.

group pic :)