my biggest fear

look at my eye bags @_@

Had my mid term for HAMM today. it really sucks because 99 % of the class includes myself dunno what willy was teaching. but luckily david save my life by teaching me some chapters like modal interchange and available tension. maybe need to take up some lessons from david adi.


my biggest fear.... haih..it's to SOLO ( a.k.a. improvisation ) i had this fear since the first day i started to learn contemporary music. And till now i still don't even dare to improvise !!!! What's wrong with me ??? i'm struggling each time doing solo. Either i will break down crying or just avoid doing solo each time. mayb i'm just stupid or have no talent in it or i shall just go back to my classical music, haih.


Gonna do solo for my next band song, perhaps perhaps perhaps, i still doubt whether i can do it or not. haih....



bye bye.